This summarizes my mood for this weekend.
Patiently awaiting; ears alert for the trumpet sound.
Rapture
May 28, 2009 · By ·
I have been experiencing mixed feelings lately.
A deep sense of sadness to see what is around me, yet joy at what is coming for me and my family.
For most, it sure sounds like I am going through some form of depression.
But I assure you I am not.
Instead, I feel that I have woken up from a deep slumber
A slumber filled with discontentment, confusion, thankless-ness, fear and cynicism.
I have woke up to what I deem as reality
A reality of what my faith (in God) is suppose to bring;
Love and appreciation for my family,
A sense of purpose for my life
And an urgency to make every single minute of my life on this earth count.
What more can I ask for?
Time with my child
Being there for my husband
And my love ones.
I am starting to look at life from the outside
Disconnecting from the materials of the world
Loved ones are the only thing that truly matters now
And the joy from this love is nothing but bliss
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On life
May 21, 2009 · By ·
Been in an extremely reflective mood these past one week.
Life is transient,
Which is becoming more apparent with each day.
I have to stop worrying,
but start to enjoy every moment that God gives.
Life is a true oxymoron.
It can be so beautiful, yet so hard at the same time.
“Therefore I tell you, do not worry about your life, what you will eat or drink; or about your body, what you will wear. Is not life more important than food, and the body more important than clothes? Look at the birds of the air; they do not sow or reap or store away in barns, and yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not much more valuable than they? Who of you by worrying can add a single hour to his life?”
Matthew 6:25-27
